...

I got my predicted grades.

WHY. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

(is it possible to be both annoyed and happy at the same time? to feel as if people are giving you false hope but then be somewhat pleased that all these people, your parents your teachers your seniors are all telling you you can do it. but you don't know whether they're just trying to inflate your ego so that you don't fall again

and because they're afraid of picking up the pieces.)

It's a sad day when you turn around to see if your friends are watching your back, but you don't know who's there to protect you anymore.

To quote Sara Loh-
MOTHER LA

i am such an attention whore

I miss Adela.

And CamTrad.

Jeamme - The Pact- Unbelievingly Me says: (3:53:59 PM)
CALM DOWNNN
ethereally. says: (3:56:20 PM)
bleh
ethereally. says: (3:56:24 PM)
im pissed
ethereally. says: (3:56:30 PM)
it DOES show that the intent is there

THIS IS GETTING TOO FUCKING MUCH.

By the way.

I don't hate you.

But your presence is making me feel insecure.

It's been making me feel insecure for a while.

I've never voiced it out.

BUT.
If you fucking do anything to me.
Or my BEST FRIEND. Or any of them, for that matter.
You're.
Fucking.
Screwed.

There's still the option that we keep ignoring each other, of course. :3

Which is preferable. Thank you.

What I found
In this town-
I'm heading for a

BREAKDOWN