I wish I had a safe space to express all my emotions and to dump them in one place which is kind of what this place is for but then write write rant rant and feels feels dskjgldskjgdslkjgldskjg

Sometimes I wish I was more like how I used to be when I was younger when I would feel free to post passive-aggressive shit in public and let people guess. I'm more afraid of stirring up drama now, I guess.  Words have consequences and the older I grow, the more I realise this. I also think I'm more of a private person now but sometimes I just kind of want to scream it all out and just

yeah

feelings

I simultaneously love and hate them

I also really want a new theme for this blog. Something that isn't quite so eye-burning. But I want orange. Because I'm fundamentally orange.