absence makes the heart grow fonder, fondness makes the absence longer.
once again i've had the urge to do the letters to people thing. though not the way i used to do it on ianti where i would write just one or two lines for everyone-- i want to write long, detailed letters that are almost like declarations of love. like love letters, almost, only not quite.
i kind of want to post them in a more public medium that isn't ianti, but i don't really want to stretch my dash. maybe i'll create a second tumblr just for writing, musings, and these letters i guess...? the struggle is super real. or i could post them in a writing topic. aaaaah ianti seems too impersonal for that though. and what of my friends who aren't even really on ianti. and my friends who no longer are.
i'm not even 100% sure if i want people to read the letters i wrote for them ;__; maybe i'll write them here first and then decide lol woops.
(k, if you're reading this, suggestions? thoughts? you're the only person i know who actually checks this blog lol, i think everyone else left it for dead years ago.)
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yo, I wonder if I'm the one you're talking about (in terms of checking your blog)
Creating a private tumblr is a pretty good idea though I don't know if you're the type to want to get things out in writing and don't care if you have an audience or prefer you don't.
For me, maybe I'm vain or because I've blogged so long for an audience (albeit small), I feel like I'm incapable of writing without one at all. For private stuff, I like keeping it small - I want to know someone still cares enough to read but I don't want my inner thoughts splashed on the internet for complete strangers (well semi-strangers are the worst tbh, complete strangers don't even have an idea who you are so it might be kind of liberating).
Also, I did not know you listened to Los Campesinos! I haven't checked out that album yet, been mostly stuck looping "Romance is Boring" and "NO BLUES". :P
whoa it's not you haha i was NOT expecting a response. i was talking about my other friend kalyn!! are you sheau? LOL who is this. it is a mystery etc.
adela???
answer is nooo, i don't really listen to them that much. i've only listened to that one song a lot. i know romance is boring though. i should go check out their other stuff hmmmm ;u;
No I am not Sheau, I am a creepy creeper rawrrrrr
But for srs I'm someone you actually know and you'll probably figure out if you think long and hard enough :P
That said, I enjoy your blog and I sometimes am sad I am unable to be closer friends with you due to various circumstances >_>
no dude seriously can you tell me HAHAHAHA i'm super bad at this kind of thing.
IF YOU CAN'T TELL I CAN'T DO SUBTLE AND I'M GOING TO BE PARANOID FOR DAYS SOB
(also if you want to be closer friends with me MESSAGE ME OR SOMETHING?? i'm super bad at replying to fb i know but still)
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