To Jing Min in the library today:

The thing is, there are a few people I didn't realize WERE actually reading the blog that are- and that's because I sent them invitations and they never commented, so I realized it should be okay right? Well apparently not, because now I'm all paranoid one or two of them will read the random thoughts post and get offended. It's so disjointed and so random but there are one or two things, several things that certain people might take offense to, namely one or two people like ( ) and ( ) and that kinda bugs me, I guess? Stupid as it may seem.

I mean, YOU knew who some of those things were about. So yeah. Just goes to show how blindingly obvious I am. (:

i dont know exactly. i can guess, but i dont KNOW.

The fact that you can guess... Shows the fact that the exact people involved might be able to guess. And ( ) and I are just beginning to talk normally again, and ( ) is my friend and I don't want to hurt her...

But I don't like the idea of having to hold things back. There's this thing on deviantArt called Shout it Out, on which you get to shout out everything you've been holding in on a piece of artwork and I did a while back. When I wrote that random thoughts post, I felt almost as liberated, as free, and I don't know. It's just the fact that I'm not holding things in anymore, the fact that there are things that have been ebbing at me for ages that are now out in the air... It feels good.

Very good.

No, I think I'll keep the post. If they have a problem with it ( ), ( ) and ( ) have the guts and the level of friendship with me to bring it to my face, not bitch about me behind my back. Yeah.

hhhaa. yup.