i'm starting to think that you're less critical and more considerate when your boyfriend's not around. more easy-going, even.

for the past few weeks, especially this one, i've been feeling a little bit like everything i've been doing is wrong and that i should really just stay out of your way. 可说你变得比较计较，因为他简直就是个计较的人? because seriously, that comment about the ice cream was... well, let's put it this way, if YOU ate all my ice cream i wouldn't give a fuck because we established long ago that in this house it was share and share alike. similarly i didn't complain when i roasted a chicken and both of you took some. or when you guys had some of my pasta. i mean, it's just food. we all share our food and that's what we established from day one. your boyfriend is in our house, he follows our house rules.

i just wish you weren't with a person that would bend over backwards just to keep you happy and wouldn't complain about how you complain all the time, because that in itself is irony. he's a guest in this house, so please stop whining about what's not right in it and just suck it up. yes, it's bare, yes, it's empty, but guess what: i'm a fucking student and i don't have the urge to buy all this fucking technology like he does, so he should stop complaining about how we could really do with some gaming console or some random ass technology in the living room because I REALLY DON'T NEED, NOR WANT ONE.

ahhhh. why do i feel so strongly about this. i know he treats you well and that you're happy with him, and i should be happy that you're with someone that doesn't treat you like crap, you got lucky in that sense and all but... ughhh. .___. why.

though if you break up with him, i'll miss his brother.