Jianing and Li Yun are at my house.

They're SLEEPING OVER.

:D

I feel like I can die happy now.


Jianing: HEY WORLD!!!

Li Yun: Hi WeiYun, i -insert feeling here- you.. n this will be in ur dearly beloved blog for EVER & EVER!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Yes I love you too. ^_^

LEAVE IT AT THIS. IT'S GONE TOO FAR.

I propose this: We end the blog war. NOW. This has all gotten a little out of hand, and I'd like to avoid fighting and confrontation if possible.

I know some of us are angry. I'm still annoyed, but talking to a certain Phisini has made me realize that I was being a bit too judgmental.

It's over, let's bury the hatchet, and sing the Barney song! :D

TAGGED

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- WeiYun
- Ah Wei
- Ethie

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD :
- Ethereally
- Crimson Courreges
- Knife (Don't ask, don't tell)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- My hair.
- My height.
- My, err. ERRRR. EARS? XD
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- I hate my eyes. SMALL.
- Feet.
- Weight. I'm not fat, but I don't like the fact that I'm heavy.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
- Chinese
- Nyonya
- Malaysian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:-
- The thought of losing my friends.
- Death.
- The thought of being alone.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- Handphone.
- Air.
- FOOD.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
- Tank top.
- Jeans.
- Odd facial expression.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
- Avenged Sevenfold
- Breaking Benjamin
- Sum 41

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
- Breakdown: Breaking Benjamin
- Through the Fire and the Flames- Dragonforce
- The Best Damn Thing- Avril Lavigne. DON'T ASK.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
- Friendship.
- Comfort.
- Love.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- Hotness.
- HOTNESS.
- HAWTNESS.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- Writing.
- Eating.
- RP-ing.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
- RP?
- Phone someone.
- Meet PRISSY.

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
- Lawyer
- Human Rights Officer for the UN
- WRITER :D

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- CALIFORNIA
- VANCOUVER
- MELBOURNE

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- Fall in love.
- Get published.
- GO TO CAMBRIDGE. Even as a tourist.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
- I cry. A lot.
- I laugh and giggle.
- I like fluffy romance, when it's well-written.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
- I talk REALLY fast. And sometimes loudly.
- I can stand the sight of bugs and creepy crawlies. In fact, when people freak, I'm LAUGHING. XD
- I have a crude sense of humour.

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
- Jing Min
- XIAO TIAN
- Adela
- Jasryn
- Sarah SC

ethereally|| constanel says: (9:15:53 PM)
urrgh
ethereally|| constanel says: (9:15:56 PM)
i hate being a girl
ethereally|| constanel says: (9:16:00 PM)
but not enough to want to be a guy
ethereally|| constanel says: (9:16:02 PM)
XD
alex - Respect Mah Shine Bitch! says: (9:16:30 PM)
being a guy rox
alex - Respect Mah Shine Bitch! says: (9:16:35 PM)
u get every perk
alex - Respect Mah Shine Bitch! says: (9:16:41 PM)
bcos this world is a mans world after all

You don't know what you're doing to me, do you?

DO YOU?

No, you don't... Not at all.

And even if you did.

Would

You

Care

It's true, it's happened, it's exploded.

And all I want to do is pull a Morrigan: cutting off his balls, stabbing him in the stomach with a keris, pulling out his guts, throwing his guts to the dogs in front of his eyes, then pouring kerosene on him and SETTING HIM ON FIRE.

Self-control is KNOWING you can, but DECIDING you won't.

I decide I can...

But know I won't.

Sorry everyone. I've let you all down again, haven't I?

This is a very special birthday post to a very special birthday girl.

Donkey, my long-time friend and partner-in-crime, turned EIGHTEEN yesterday. Yes, big numbers, people, EIGHTEEN. She has officially graduated from being a little kid to being a big scary adult... Which also means that if the two of us ever go to a bar together, I'd get screwed over by the police and she wouldn't. Not that I plan to go drinking illegally, of course, but still.

It seems just yesterday, though, that we were mere children, acting in The Green Angels with Eujo and Uncle Kasi. I can't believe that we've gone from hating each others' guts to becoming relatively good friends, then becoming even closer when you transferred into my school. Ten years ago, if anyone had asked me what you were to me, I would have said, "My Worst Enemy." Today, the answer would be, "One of my best friends." One of the few people that I really trust no matter what, one of the few people that I know will be there to catch me whenever I fall.

You've had to deal with years of my mood swings, my childish tantrums, and my hypersensitivity. It amazes me how much tolerance you have; if I were you, I would have run, fleeing from the crazy WeiYun person like a startled fawn. Yet, you deal with everything, not just me, with grace and resilence. You're easily THE strongest person I know, and that isn't an exaggeration: it would take a giant hammer and a zillion hard whacks to break you down, and even then, you wouldn't ever give up without a fight.

I'm sorry for being the little brat I was ten years ago, and sorry for being the big brat I am now. But I'm not sorry for the times. The memories. The laughs. The tears- on my part, at least.

Thank you, dearie. I love you.

Happy belated birthday.

ethereally. says: (10:50:56 PM)
its something i care about a lot la
ethereally. says: (10:51:00 PM)
i mean its like, fine
ethereally. says: (10:51:05 PM)
okay when it comes to theatre
ethereally. says: (10:51:11 PM)
i guess im just used to being good la
ethereally. says: (10:51:16 PM)
with all the writing i do in ib
ethereally. says: (10:51:20 PM)
in igcse i wasnt great
ethereally. says: (10:51:23 PM)
but not the worst!!!
Jeamme - The anomaly - The Pact - says: (10:51:32 PM)
dont worry about it
ethereally. says: (10:51:38 PM)
so i was happy that in ib there was so much more creative work
ethereally. says: (10:52:02 PM)
than just acting
ethereally. says: (10:52:07 PM)
and i forgot i was bad at drama
ethereally. says: (10:52:11 PM)
i totally forgot.
Jeamme - The anomaly - The Pact - says: (10:52:30 PM)
........
Jeamme - The anomaly - The Pact - says: (10:52:31 PM)
nevermind

To my friends:

It's that group of people that never fail to make you laugh, can always put a smile on your face, and that always have some sort of trick up their sleeves so that you giggle. It's that group of people that permanently have their shoulders free for you to cry on, that can chase away the dark clouds and make the sun shine again. The group that have the license to do the cruelest things to you without you getting offended because you know they don't mean it, and the group that leaves you safe with the knowledge that no matter what you do, you can always return to them with a hug.

When storms start brewing and you're out in the dark, they're the ones that will come to you with umbrellas to shelter you from the hail. When lightning strikes and thunder roars, they'll open up their windows for you to crawl in while the rest of the world has their blinds closed. They'll paint you rainbows in the sky, draw you magic ponies when you want to, even if the crayons are broken and the canvas is smashed.

And no matter how far you fall, they'll be there to catch you, not because they have to but just because they can.

Thanks for being awesome, girls. All of you. From the days at Learning Garden- Donkey, to the people from hell- Jianing, my soul sister, Li Yun, my random anime freak partner. Natassha, my drama buddy. To the days in tuition and tennis- Shu Lin, my crazy wife-person. To the times in my new school. XT, all the way in Australia. Prissy, all the way in... somewhere not that far but still 500 km too long. Sara, the one and only Sara. Sarah, my poet woman. Jasryn, clumsy little idiot. Amy, or should I say MUMMY. Pin, my first friend. Nappy, if she's reading this. Jayati though we haven't talked in ages. Su for being who she is. Kylie for being a Kylie, Priya for being a Priya. XX for being awesometastic and RP-ing with me. And... Donkey. Again. (:

And to the guys- you all suck. (:

Quote of the day:

"Michael Phelps takes in food and excretes gold medals." - Kai Sheng

Damn, I haven't laughed so hard since CamTrad.

Time for a little bit of narcissism and self-indulgence. (:

ethereally. says: (6:51:05 PM)
we decided
ethereally. says: (6:51:11 PM)
if we meshed all our qualities
ethereally. says: (6:51:17 PM)
wed have a superhuman to take our exams
ethereally. says: (6:51:19 PM)
jm for tok
ethereally. says: (6:51:33 PM)
you for malay and physics
ethereally. says: (6:51:39 PM)
sarah for psych and chem
ethereally. says: (6:51:44 PM)
me for history and theatre
ethereally. says: (6:51:48 PM)
sara for music
ethereally. says: (6:51:52 PM)
priya for econs
ethereally. says: (6:51:54 PM)
sarah for maths
ethereally. says: (6:52:25 PM)
and a combination between sarah, jas and me for eng
ethereally. says: (6:52:30 PM)
sarah: technical skill
ethereally. says: (6:52:33 PM)
jas: creative
ethereally. says: (6:52:40 PM)
me: superhuman ability to write a lot of crap
Su Yin says: (6:53:01 PM)
ah
Su Yin says: (6:53:05 PM)
well
Su Yin says: (6:53:08 PM)
id love that

Oh come on, Su? Is that all you can say? >< But seriously, we'd all get 45s. And we'd all be happy. And we could use Jasryn's body so that we get to do ab initio Mandarin. And it would be easy. Because I'd do the exam. ^^

EDIT: Anyway I forgot to add the following: KYLIE/SARA FOR DT. HOW COULD I HAVE FORGOTTEN. URRGH.

How the hell am I supposed to tell universities about my burning desire to study law (with the intent of becoming an author) in 300 words? HOW?

By the way. This morning, I devised an equation about P.E in our school. Any team with more than one of these players will win every game: Lachlan, Syafiq, Timmons. In mathematical terms it looks like this:

Lachlan + Syafiq + Timmons = INSTANT KILL.

I like P.E a lot more though; I seem to be enjoying it more and more very year. Particularly because our teachers this year seem to be pretty nice, instead of Ms. Williams and her screaming at me every time I did softball.

...

I got my predicted grades.

WHY. WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

(is it possible to be both annoyed and happy at the same time? to feel as if people are giving you false hope but then be somewhat pleased that all these people, your parents your teachers your seniors are all telling you you can do it. but you don't know whether they're just trying to inflate your ego so that you don't fall again

and because they're afraid of picking up the pieces.)

It's a sad day when you turn around to see if your friends are watching your back, but you don't know who's there to protect you anymore.

To quote Sara Loh-
MOTHER LA

i am such an attention whore

I miss Adela.

And CamTrad.

Jeamme - The Pact- Unbelievingly Me says: (3:53:59 PM)
CALM DOWNNN
ethereally. says: (3:56:20 PM)
bleh
ethereally. says: (3:56:24 PM)
im pissed
ethereally. says: (3:56:30 PM)
it DOES show that the intent is there

THIS IS GETTING TOO FUCKING MUCH.