also 27 year old wei is going to think that 24 year old wei is a fucking idiot, so 24 year old wei should just get the memo early. everything is going to be trivial in a few years and none of this will fucking matter.

a constant series of personal emergencies.

( see: love live [keeping that typo, oh my god] + family life. wondering for a few months straight if it'd be easier to end it all before my happiness ends.

it'll be okay. you read these old entries over and over again, but you were okay. you'll be okay again. you'll get through this. keep your head above water and remember to breathe. )