HEY FUTURE FISH

i have so many emotions and thoughts about the latest season of free haha.

i guess one of them is just how much i saw myself in rin this season despite disliking him so intensely the last. this is especially in regards to his relationship with haru. in many ways i've been the person bringing other people out of their funks a lot over the past year or so, and i think that was reflected a lot in him. this is especially because of how significant it was that haru was a large part of why rin stopped being an idiot last season.

the reason i disliked s1 rin so much was probably because of how much he was like me when i was fifteen. angry, raging, taking my negative feelings and jealousy out on other people. so in many ways his character development is a lot like how i see myself now? if that makes any sense? because he's just... there for everyone, i guess. he's so so grateful to his friends for helping him

also lol @ haru reminding me of failtwin. cries a lot. when rin dragged haru to australia it just all made so much sense??? because i want to take her on all the adventures and drag her around the world to all my old hiding spots as well, she's been in one place all her life and it's not fair i want to show her what's out there because she's so wonderful and she deserves so so so much better. lmfao.

but aaaah. i'm still a mess over this stupid show. i now want to cosplay rin. robin has agreed to be nitori so i think i'm going to do it :'D